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Sigh.  Feeling a bit better since my last post.  I don't know what does it to me, but I think the fact that I had been sleeping at about five AM and waking at 12 or 1 just before class, groggy and unaware.  On Sunday night I was supposed to be writing a paper and got sick, throwing up and ewww…just feeling bad.  Anyways I decided to sleep and finish in the morning but couldn't sleep.  So I emailed my professor and luckily he gave me a few extra days.  So tonight is the night, and I woke up naturally at nine today, so that was cool.  I need to get groceries and get some freaking exercise, then I will feel great.  I saw the sun today!  It was nice. 

Anyways, for tonight I will tidy my room…read the poems I haven't read yet…write the journal entries for those poems…and then the paper will come naturally….righttt?  I need printer ink.

I talked to my brother yesterday and he says he is very happy with his girlfriend.  They don't fight and agree on everything apparently.  Good for him.  I can't help but wonder if we are too alike, he and I, grasping the first person to show affection and holding on.  Being grateful just to have someone who loves us.  We'll see what happens once he goes to college though.  It makes me sad how much he is growing up while I'm not there.  I feel as if I won't know him anymore when I go home.  The lucky thing is that we usually grow in the same direction, usually I am pleasantly surprised by how well we get along.  I hope to see my family soon, I'm feeling lately like I was born two years ago into this semi-adult life, forgetting the part which made me who I am, forgetting the person I was when I lived there.

My muscles feel tired, they need to be stretched.  Susan (the roommate who lives in the room beneath mine who complains when I walk across the room) is not gonna like me practicing the splits on her ceiling.

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